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| Today was kinna random . Its merdeka eve, and I fell bad for kazuki . Its not that shes so nice or anything . shes just darn selfish and don't care how other ppl might feel . But , hey , Im not that bad....she gave her ex a 300++ watch (the watch was rad) . her ex gave her back through ervin . But , when I look at her face . she was really happy . But if I told her , or any off my friends told her . she will be broken down . feel bad for her! but , sooner or later , she will retire in her shell and moan ....beyotch! | | |
| okayy , brace urself for the one and only thruth . the world has lesbianx ...abd Im prond of it! hahahaha. okayy I know I abit lesbian wan . but , Its me okayy . I admit , Im a little stupid . But whatever it is . I still love my self . there are girls hawter and nicer than guys . u dont get ur heart broken bcuz they are more concederate . They wont force you into anything . rather lk guys , they wanna have sex and etc etc . I dont blame lesbians . I adore them . adore them because they know how to save themselves . brave to be different . I feel disgusted to those old fashioned human beings . who find them disgusting , they are people who would rather stick to themself. take the money and get hurt . Those lesbian girls love their companion and cherish them . now , Im not saying if you were not les , youre a gold digger or what so ever . with this blog , i think I know the answer to my persoanal problem . XANGA ROX!!! | | |
| Today , my beutifull ppl , is one of those memorable days in my life . Reason number one , i went to the salon and cut my hair!!!!!!! the profesionall did temporary rebond , straighted . blah blah , I feel faboulous after this , but sadly , I have to wash my hair , so it doent count . what ever it is  | | |
| When I see you today , hopefully tomorrow , I look into your eyes maybe there is still some place for me , the thong in your fingers tells me your taken again , I wonder how the new chick look like , your heart tells me you dont love her . I 'm not gonna tell you this , I'm not gonna try , Ive said this a million times even before our break up , follow your heart my friend . I dont want you back you good for nothin jerk , I thought about it , she deserves a man like you , I gave my everything bcuz I was dumb and stupid , take this my friend , take your love from my heart , Il leave with a girl or maybe another buy . | | |
| Days have been hell for me as I have missed my one and only best friend , I know I have been NOT calling her but somehow I start to feel what my sis has want me to feel , part of another. The seafieldians instaed of the in and out oreons 13 . I miss my gang and I miss them all . I tottaly feel different , in a bad and good way , good thing is , my parents are happy bcuz I sort of got a good . I was sort of uncontrolleble but seafiled tame me no thanks to them . But these days , when I talk to them I dont feel part of them anymore . When we chat at msn we like talk as usual except that there are a lot of things I dont know . There are alot of thing that are so much fun that Ive missed for 7 months . They are the rabels and I wan one of them but now , Im the goody-two-shoes that we swore we will never be as long we are there for each other. This new me is the me Ive dread and wish with all my heart I would not be . I look at my self in the mirror with dread . is this right or is thing wrong ?? The new me keeps GOD and my parents happy , but the oreons sorf of play along , saying maybe they would end up like me too . I know they are joking , but deep inside , I know they are worriend . Like every parents say , dont make friends with the oreons . Bad exaple , I love those words . Im still in , but its just that Im diff .......... | | |
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